Delete You from My Bloodstream
Hell Calls Me
Delete You from My Bloodstream
[Intro]
Static in my veins—
you’re still pulsing, still staining.
I swallow bleach prayers
just to feel you fading.
[Verse 1]
I cut the cords, I burned the bridge, I sealed the exit door,
but your name still echoes in my ribs like an aftershock war.
Every heartbeat drags your ghost through the marrow and the bone,
I tried to be a hospital—turned into a haunted home.
You’re in my cells like an error I can’t debug,
a poison-coded memory I keep calling love.
I scrub my skin until it screams, until it peels away,
but you rewrite every system I try to overwrite today.
[Pre-Chorus]
I tried sedation, meditation, isolation—nothing works,
you’re a virus with a voice still singing under my nerves.
[Chorus]
Delete you from my bloodstream—
scrape you out my veins,
I am not your afterimage,
I am not your stain.
Pump me full of antidotes,
erase your DNA—
but you’re etched in every pulse I take
I CAN’T PURGE YOU AWAY.
[Verse 2]
I broke the mirrors just to stop you from looking back at me,
but your reflection still bleeds through anatomy.
Every kiss you left is a scar that learns my name,
every “I’m fine” is a syringe injecting you again.
I tried to drown you in distraction, tried to starve you out my mind,
but you metabolize my silence, turn my oxygen to time.
Now I’m shaking in the fallout of a love I tried to kill,
but the more I try to end you, the more you’re living still.
[Pre-Chorus]
There’s no recovery, no recovery—
you’re wired through my circuitry.
[Chorus]
Delete you from my bloodstream—
scrape you out my veins,
I am not your afterimage,
I am not your stain.
Pump me full of antidotes,
erase your DNA—
but you’re etched in every pulse I take
I CAN’T PURGE YOU AWAY.
[Breakdown]
CUT IT OUT—
SCRATCH IT OUT—
I CAN FEEL YOU IN MY HEARTBEAT
S H O U T I T O U T—
YOU’RE STILL INSIDE MY SKIN—
I’M BLEEDING YOU IN REVERSE
BUT YOU STILL WIN.
[Bridge – clean vocals turning fractured]
If I could rewrite my bloodstream
I’d make it run clean
no trace, no ghost, no echo
no “us” in between…
but the harder I erase you
the more you reappear
like a chemical confession
I can’t unhear—
[Final Chorus]
Delete you from my bloodstream—
I’m tearing out the veins,
I am not your resurrection,
I am not your pain.
If love is just addiction,
then let me detox slow—
but you’re in every drop of me
and I can’t let you go.
[Outro]
Still in my bloodstream…
still in my bloodstream…
still in my—
bloodstream.